It’s been more than three months since I last heard from Wright/ MrX.
That’s okay. I’m leaving him to the Lord now; though I do feel like I’m supposed to pray for him. So, I do.
Yesterday, September 1st, the book became available for purchase in the Apple Bookstore. I sent a text message and an email to Wright to let him know. After all, he IS the star.
If it weren’t for the book and now, this blog, I would have put him further behind me. They keep my mind coming back to him. I am sure there are still lessons to be learned, however, so that might be by design (not mine).
It is the strangest feeling to come through something like what I went through, and know that you know next to nothing about the man who you thought you loved so passionately. Not even, and most importantly to me, his face.
It’s like he’s on a different planet, in a different universe and we only intersect electronically. Wow. That could be a sci-fi story.
The reality as I see it is that MrX is afraid of me. He sees me as a threat. He doesn’t trust me. It’s because of who he is, not who I am. I have not once threatened him. I guess if I did what he does for a living, I would be paranoid, too.
If there is anything he should be afraid of it’s the wrath of God. But that’s not my business, it’s God’s. I just pray…